It isn’t even something — it’s nothing. And you can’t combat nothing. You can’t fill it up. You can’t cover it. It’s just there, pulling the meaning out of everything. That being the case, all the hopeful, proactive solutions start to sound completely insane in contrast to the scope of the problem.
Do not become hung up on ‘the one’. Chase the feeling. There exists the potential in a billion souls.
The sound of rain tucks me in tonight. Hoping to turn a new page in the morning.
I’m sorry that I tend to focus more on the relationships I have with my significant others than those of close friends. That’s just how I operate. It’s not because I value our friendship any less. I guess I just feel that I need to put more work into the relationship with my SO, cause I know my close friends will be there forever regardless. But then again maybe that’s not true. Maybe that’s the attitude I should have towards my SO.
I feel like the time is in fact coming that I need to go away from everyone close to me. To start fresh. The thing is, I feel unconditional love for all my friends, but it’s not reciprocated. They all seem to have ideas of how I should be acting… in their favor.
Maybe I’m not making sense. Oh, that’s always the problems isn’t it? But that’s okay, cause who am I really talking to anyway????